♥Relaxing ...

Thursday, August 19

或许我一直在伪装自己的悲伤...装着很快乐其实...

sorry for not updating my blog! been busy with studies!

exams is coming soon and revision is only 1/4 done!! i must really stay focus from tml onwards! not much time left! stress ah..

so many things need to study! time to consume gingko nuts and coffee everyday already!! jia you!! I can do it!!

sigh..it's been 2wks plus already! but i still think of her everyday =( and i realised everyday me and my mum will sure mentioned about her too..guess we are both equally missing her much =( *ah ma, i love u and miss u!*

思念是一种病 how true!

anyway to cheer myself up..im looking fwd to 13 oct!! going star cruise with my family! can't wait for it! so excited!! can get to play with my niece and maybe slp with her for one day? =D this is the 2nd time that my whole family going for outing! first time was 2006 @ taiwan! she was only baby then! haha! now she's 4 yrs old already! =D

(taken @ changi airport! love her lots!)

before that need to go thru exams/attachment first! haha! so must 先苦后甜! and guess what..my polyclinic posting is out! im posted to geylanggggg polyclinicccccc! my gosh! =.=" looking fwd to it huh! haha!

all right..shall update again soon!

take care all!

jia you my frens!!

我好想你..

my thoughts ; my colourrless world.

` 11:46 PM __

Friday, August 6

我会想你

some updates on what happened recently..

R.I.P my dear ahma

my dear ahma left the world on monday evening..and i was having mental health ICA and BCLS that day..got the news after my BCLS~ was quite upset that day coz i failed my one man cpr and thereafter receive the news abt my ah ma..

i didnt breakdown~ was strong enough to overcome it and i need to be strong for my mum who is upset~

went down to her wake after tues everyday~ and i thank god for letting me passed my one man cpr retest and passed my beh mod test~ and my project presentations all ended smoothly!

was quite pissed off ytd coz i reached home quite late but my last project of this sem was not done yet..coz i was really tired as i woke up at 8am on wed and went sch around 10am for my retest..and waited till 5pm for my bcls theory test..and went to wake after that, reached home only around 12am~

was so tired already and i hope that my members will at least do their part without me, at least helped to finish up..but end up the project was not done and i just couldn't control and vent my anger out..

i was pissed off coz i havent finish my elective worksheet and yet to study for the drugs quiz and project not done.. shall forgive them..really thank god last min we managed to finish up..though not well done but at least we get it done..

this few days i have been slping late and tired..not only me but all of my relatives too..

today will be sending her off and i hope i can control my tears~

shall update again soon!

need to start preparing for my exams..

take care all!

快乐度过每一天

my thoughts ; my colourrless world.

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