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Thursday, April 29

不管别人对你的眼光只要把自己表现得最好就足够了

indeed, more practices will make you near perfect =) i did dressing again on tues and this time round was not so clumsy and so lack of confidence as previous one =) still need to improve but im happy that i've improved =) will continue to practice more so that i can do dressing without any assistance/supervision!

this week is quite tiring! coz worked 3 am shift and glad today is pm! i can slp longer but still tired! haha!

will be busy this weekend! got to start doing my case study..study pharmaco..and relatives coming..=S but im looking fwd to sunday coz going to celebrate shirley's bday =) though i can't hang out with my niece! i will miss her!! maybe can webcam with her or msn with her! haha!

all right..gtg! update again =)

take care all!
my thoughts ; my colourrless world.

` 9:31 AM __

Saturday, April 24

迷失了方向但找回了继续努力的力量

3 more weeks to go!!

lost my confidence again on thurs! was so disappointed with myself that day that i actually cried infront of SSN..felt so paisey! but i couldn't control my tears then! i just cannot believe myself why everything went wrong with just a simple wound dressing! argh =.=

after sorting out my thoughts this 2 days..just one reason..seriously lack of practice!! shall stop giving myself too much pressure! i know i can do it =) i will jia you and stay motivated!! =) shall not be so emotional!! prove to the SSN i can do it and i will improve =)

here's some pics taken last week on my bday!! =) love my niece lots =) she is one of the reason that makes me happy and smile =)

didn't went out today! coz my legs are aching badly especially ytd after shift!! gosh!! it's like getting worst and i sounds like old woman!! nenek! haha! need to eat more vitamins and wear sockings!!

got to start some self study liao =) update again soon!!

take care all! drink more water and take good rest! a lot pple falling sick..

我会继续努力不要轻易放弃

my thoughts ; my colourrless world.

` 9:29 PM __

Tuesday, April 20

别以为你很厉害要懂得尊重别人!!

dislike pple who never show respect! i am going to face this person for next 3wks..can say im suay enough to be alone for entire attachment liao..now same shift with this person whom the staff there all say she is so hardworking and this results me having nothing to do but guard corridors =.=" nvm endure! she likes to show her active spirit, i can do it too! just bcoz she's a yr ahead of me..my senior..doesn't mean she can bully me ok!! =x

not a great day ytd! coz of this person and some other stuffs..though i am not in b2 (which i have been for the last posting for 3wks), central staff doesn't seem too friendly also =.= and some of them are bias towards that person who is so hardworking..seems like i have to come up with plans everyday on how to survive and passed my this posting smoothly! what a challenge huh =.=

dun complain le! haha! just do what i need to do! prove to them i am not slacker =) my aim is to improve my dressing technique, serving medications and be more confident!! also need to start a bit of self study for modules that i have to take when im back to campus..heard that one of the modules is not easy~ need to really study hard =.="

i will try to study a bit everyday!! haha! coz now im addicted to my ipod touch =x playing world of magic! lol! its like maple!! so fun la!! haha! and also zombie farm, werule, bejeweled, tap tap! omg =x so many things for me to play how can i stop!! haha!

my niece also likes playing taking carl!! haha! she was so happy when i showed her i got ipod touch! she thought was iphone! lol!

anyway for my bday last sun! i had an enjoyable day!! =) thanks to all who have wished me!! =) photos are up in my FB =) spent that special day with my family =D love it! we went to dine at ah yat's seafood restaurant @ beach rd =) eat till so full!! and after that went shopping with my bro =D my parents and sis went home first =) initially wanted to go kbox but the promo applies only after 7pm! so we end up shopping around marina sq =) bump into peiting twice!! lol! so qiao =D

all right! need to do some research on drugs! update again!!

take care all!!

to my nursing frens JIA YOU!! endure for this 1 month!! we can do it =)

我会期待王子的出现

my thoughts ; my colourrless world.

` 9:57 AM __

Friday, April 16

必须面对事实逃避不了的

2 more days to enjoy!!

2 more days to my bday!! =)

here's some updates to what's happening this wk (my last post was 1 wk ago..)

last sun to mon was busy taking over mum's role! haha! mum went genting for 3D2N with my aunt! cool and smart of her!! the weather was freaking hot..and she said genting was not too cold either! she didn't wore any jacket at outdoors! haha! i wished i was there =.=

so sunday breakfast was mac delivery! haha! ordered mcgriddles w egg! yummy!! sis and me had mac for bF, then my dad had lor mee~ went to da bao for him~ then skipped lunch and played with my niece! she is becoming more and more smart and cute!! haha! also very talkative!! haha! love her lots!! didn't went out with her as i need to da bao dinner, so me and my sis went j8 to da bao rice =)

monday bF was french toast cooked by me and hotdog! haha! then went swensens to had our lunch!! we used $20 voucher and plus the lunch time promo 1 for 1 free!! so end up paying only $5!! =) i had crayfish spaghetti, my sis had fish n chips and we ordered iced chocolate drink! quite worth it =)

after lunch went to buy my ipod touch!! cool!! =D finally got it!! and im loving it!! haha! addicted to the games and i realised i can get my hands off it! lol =x so much time spent on it and i realised i didn't log in to fb as frequent! lol =x

dinner that day was bought by uncle =) had the chicken rice from kim san leng coffee shop!! yummy =) mum came back at abt 11.30pm!

tue was day out with my lovely frens!! went sch for the orientation briefing at 3pm~ then we went town to dine for dinner and shopping!! haha thanks to misliana, serene, sabreena, shahida for the advanced birthday celebration and the lovely bracelet!! =D enjoy myself that day =D

wed was tiring day!! went sch at 7am till almost 7pm!! 12 hours!! haha! woke up at 5.30am =.= went to meet my lovely frens as we are all involved in the orientation programme for the freshmen! haha! first 1/2 of the day was boring..coz we do nothing but watch the performance..and go backstage..then just go out stand at the stage for a while..then go to our stations and wait wait wait..almost 3pm then the groups of students started coming!

we were the games i/c so just get the students to participate the games and hear them cheer =) kind of fun! haha! only for that period!! after the games end, went to sports hall for the finale! haha! dun think i want to join next yr..=x tiring!! open house is better! haha!

thurs resting at home!!

today went sch in the morning to buy books then went to meet besties peiting and jessica at harbor front in the noon! =) went to dine at kim gary's restuarant! the food not bad! haha! then stroll around vivo and me and jess went RWS!! of coz we didn't entered into casino or US..haha just stroll around the surroundings and took pics!! =D so far quite cool!! must start saving money to enter US!! can't wait!! shld be fun!! =D (for more photos pls go to my fb =))

tml will be going out with shirley to yishun northpoint =D then sunday having celebration with family =D

next week im not heading back to campus..sighs!! im going for 1mth attachment again!! gosh! my mood was gone when i heard this and was super sian la! coz going back to same ward...and I'M ALONE FOR THE ENTIRE ATTACHMENT =( only 3 of us in the ward..and 2 of my frens totally diff shift with me throughout the posting..sighs!! i will try to motivate myself and cheer up! haha!

all right!! will update again soon!!

enjoy my frens!! =D

take care ^-^

我会期待王子的出现

my thoughts ; my colourrless world.

` 11:34 PM __

Friday, April 9

别以为我们好欺负!!

yay!! last day of attachment!! =)

happy that finally i can finish my attachment =) have been waiting for this day to come since i started!! lol! usually u will feel sad to leave..coz of the bond with pts and some of the staffs..but this time round i dun really feel 舍不得~ coz of some pple and some things~ nvm..i tolerated all this while~ dun wan to get into any dispute =) just want to end my attachment smoothly =)

after today i can get to enjoy!! activities for the next week already packed up!! haha!

sat - going to choon rui's sis hse for her bday party =)
sun - out with family =)
mon - shopping with sis
tue & wed - going sch for orientation prog and hang out with my lovely frens!
thurs - so far no booking yet! haha
fri - also no booking yet!
sat - same no booking yet!
sun - my bday!! will be celebrating with family =)

looking forward to this coming week!! =D =D =D

all right! gonna get ready soon!! meeting caca later to pass her ginvera's marvel gel!! =D i tried it this 2 days and my skin feels so smooth after using!! =D cool! hope my pimples all will fade off soon =D

take care all!

Enjoy ^-^

我会期待王子的出现

my thoughts ; my colourrless world.

` 10:24 AM __

Tuesday, April 6

我会永远记住你给的鼓励和支持

You will be remembered for your kindness, caring and for being a wonderful lecturer =)

R.I.P Ms Gwee

was sad to hear this news from winnie..she sms me on sun night to inform me abt it~ i didn't noticed marcus had post on his fb wall..

went down to visit her after work ytd with peiting, siew ying and pt's fren~ saw some of our lecturers and some of our batch mates~ i felt as though it was like a gathering =x we didn't stay long..just went to pay our respect and sat awhile for about 1 hour~

heard that mr tay (one of my ite lecturer) gave a very touching speech and cried..aww..i didn't cried when i reach there =x just feel sad and recalling memories of her during my ite days..

May god bless her and her family to be strong =)

today @ work was okay..not that occupied! haha! and finally i did dressing ytd!! woohoo! was really stressed and clumsy la! haha! but the acting CI was kind enough to teach me and coach me =x need more practice to become a pro! haha!

just 3 more days and attachment ends!! =) endure!!

i cant wait for my sis to get me ipod touch!! she's gonna give me as my bday present =D maybe gonna get it this weekend =) cool!!

update again soon! im so tired need to slp! haha! tml will be my last AM shift of this attachment! hurhur =)

take care all!

我会期待王子的出现

my thoughts ; my colourrless world.

` 9:04 PM __

Thursday, April 1

讨厌我最没有信心的时候

*countdown to 9 apr - 1 week, countdown to my bday - 2wks!*

hate myself for being clumsy and lack of confidence! argh!

today was pretty occupied!! and im lucky to be in the cubicle that is most busiest! haha! time flies fast and im occupied with tasks =)

still didn't managed to do any dressing..and i MUST get it done by next week! and also must practise on my oral meds! jia you janice!! you can do it =)

must admit that im giving myself a lot of pressure..which makes me very stress and therefore affected my performance..which i end up being clumsy! urgh =.="

next week will be my last week! i shall give in my best and try to acheive my goals of completing at least 3/4 of the skills!

glad that i will be having long weekends =) can rest my aching legs again! and i said to wear sockings..i still failed to do so! lol! blame on my laziness..im getting varicose veins soon =.="

last sunday was really happy moment!! advance bday celebration for my lovely princess niece!! she was so happy that day =D surprised by the presents we gave and the lovely cake we ordered for her! and her performance that morning was awesome!! haha! so proud of her =) she never fails to make me happy =)

so i shall think of her when im stress! haha!

went to collect xiao zhu concert ticket today! =D looking fwd to it! 22nd May!! this will also add on to my motivation! haha!

tml will be day out with family and maybe making oreo cheese cake =D update again soon!

take care =)

and HAPPY APRIL's FOOL DAY!

我会期待王子的出现

my thoughts ; my colourrless world.

` 10:22 PM __